I have these vague ideas in my head that I am excited about trying to create. In order to birth these new ideas I need to try some new techniques and mediums that I have never tried before and that is very intimidating to me. Do you ever get that feeling that what you are working on isn't quite right and that you need to dig deeper to pull out what is waiting? Creation can be painful. I am so excited about my new ideas but I seem to be paralyzed. I ordered some new supplies and I find myself sitting here staring at them, and staring at them, and I can't move. Does this ever happen to you? How can I flip this feeling of pain to joy? I need to be brave and jump right in but the fear of failure holds me back. Gosh, all of these emotions that rule our lives and keep us from doing the work we are here to do are amazing. Why do we allow these feeling to hold us back?
I am going to try to jump in and just do it. I am going to try to be present and not think about the finished product.
Wish me luck, here I go!

megan v | January 24, 2011
I do know this feeling!! Sometimes it’s a good idea to start something really tiny and play with technique and start it with the intention that it will not ever become a finished piece of art but just a test run… While creating, you might even have an “aha” moment and be inspired to REALLY dig in!
Heather | January 25, 2011
Thanks for posting this Stephanie! I struggle with this immensely! I often sit at my desk staring into nothingness with fear in my heart. In fact, I typically deny the artist within me more than I acknowledge it. Once I have an idea and start working with confidence it is usually less scary but its a hard battle to combat all the fear whilst trying to maintain focus and creativity. Thanks for reminding me that I am not alone. I never imagined you would struggle with this because your work looks so effortless, carefree and wildly imaginative. Thank you for being real with us.
Nicky Scholnick | Cat Black Art | January 26, 2011
I often do a pre-sketch (a doodle). Try those new materials out on a scrap of paper. Play with them, have fun with them! Hope this helps…
Stephanie Ryan | January 26, 2011
Thanks for the help Nicky and Megan!
Heather, I struggle my friend, everyday. I would love for my art to be effortless, carefree and wildly imaginative but it is not. The reason it isn’t is me. I don’t allow that beauty to flow because I am too scared and self-doubting. I have made huge leaps over this past year and am getting better at trusting and believing in myself but man…..it’s hard.I rely on the computer a lot because I am good there but getting my hands dirty and painting is a different story!
Cinderella | January 27, 2011
I couldn’t have said it better. Lately I have been letting the tasks of daily life get in my way of sitting down in my workroom and starting to create. Bills,family,friends,house can fill up any amount of time if you let it. I’m finally getting back to stuff but it sure is hard not to get distracted these days. Can’t wait to see what you’re working on!! And hope to show my things soon too as well. Happy Snow Day!!
Petra Kern | January 31, 2011
Stephanie it’s just a paint! Don’t do this to yourself. You are such a talented lady that you could do anything! Remember it’s just a paint – and you will create something from it. Please let us see …
Stephanie Ryan | January 31, 2011
Thanks Cinderella, It is so hard to find balance and put our selves first every once and a while. I would love to see what you are working on. Pop back in and let us know when you have new things to show.
Stephanie Ryan | January 31, 2011
Petra, very good advice. I will share soon. I keep holding myself back for some reason. You are right, I just need to dive in.
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